You aRe My Z: October 2010

你在等他？

你在等，为什么要等他？
是他太好？还是你坠入魔道？
是不甘心？还是你看不透？
是太天真？还是期待惊喜？
是守承诺？还是你太怕痛？
其实，你在等他的什么？

你想走，为什么不等他？
是他太好？还是你坠入魔道？
是甘心了？还是你看透了？
是成熟了？还是不再期待？
承诺没了？还是痛就痛吧？
其实，你想走去哪里？

101025 生日快乐，亲爱的。
101025 Happy Birthday, My Dear.

101025 结婚七周年，没有痒。
101025 7th wedding anniversary, not itchy.

101025 谢谢你带给我YR和MZ。
101025 thanks for bring me YR and MZ.

每个月的25日，都想给你欢乐。请原谅我，如果我不小心弄你生气。
every month 25th day, wants to bring you joy. Please forgive me, If I make you angry.

每一天，都要感恩。因为世界并没有末日。
everyday, feel thankful. Because the world isn't end.

最近二三事 My recent life.

上个星期六偕同妻子参加了一个朋友的婚礼，特地回去了柔佛一趟。也顺便带父母亲去新山找我的二哥。晓玲的婚礼充满了幸福的感觉，也感觉到他们花了很多的心思。虽然她是我十多年前曾经喜欢的女生，可是如今看到她能找到幸福，我是挺感动的。以前的喜怒哀乐也不复存在，取而代之是喜悦祝福。
我也想到一个婚礼中最常被省略的是谁。。。就是新郎的女性朋友和新娘的男性朋友。我想这是不方便在台上说吧。。哈哈！所幸晓玲并没有在台下忘记我们。。。
我很愿意去朋友的婚礼。因为大家毕业也很久了，如果不借着这个机会，不是更难见面了吗？随着年龄增长，我觉得以前那样的友谊非常可贵，也的确要细心经营。以前以工作为重的藉口，我也不想再用了。没有什么比人与人之间的联系来的重要。。。我父亲也是这么教我。

I brought my wife and family to attend a good friend's wedding and purposely go back Johor. So that I can also bring my parent to visit my brother. Lynn's wedding is full of happiness, and they indeed put a lot of effort to make it perfect. Although I like her so much in 10++ years ago, I felt very touch that she finally find her happiness. The "happy,angry,upset" last time is no longer existed, instead my heart is full of blessed.
It also come into my mind, who will be skipped most of the time in wedding? they are the groom's gf and bride's bf. I think this is because not convenient to thank them on the stage... haha! luckily Lynn not forget us when she came down the stage....
I so willing to attend friend's wedding nowadays. We graduate for so long and if we didn't take this opportunity to meet friend, when can we meet? The friendship built in the past is so valuable and it requires a gentle care. I no longer want to use WORK as an excuse to not meeting friend. There is nothing important than the bonding among human.... my father taught me so.

今天也很开心，因为困扰多天的工作难题，终于有了好的开始。狼，我做到了！黑得制HDS（广东音）并不可怕，怕得是自己失去了信心。希望明天老天不要给我“惊喜”，祈祷中。。。。
I also feel happy today because there is finally a bright light shine into the obstacle of my work. Wolf, I make it!! HDS (ha da zai, cantonese) is not scary anymore, just scare that I lost confidence. Hopefully the god won't give me anymore "surprise" tomorrow.... praying.............

老婆，我们的韩国之旅要来了。。。期待中。。。
Dear, our korea trip is coming soon.... exciting....

你发现我的缺席吗？Do you realize my absent?

回到家已经是两点了，却好像并不累，而且写东西的感觉回来了。
人家说网络的世界是非常快速的，一小时就好像一天。我停笔也十天了。。。

Is 2am when back I back home, but still not tired and I feel to write thing again.
People told me the speed of internet is very fast, one hour is like one day. And I already stop writing for 10 days...

十天来我的部落格好像波平如镜，连蚊子飞过的声音都没有（还是我没发觉？）。其实心里是有点戚戚的感觉，难道就没人发觉我消失了？难道就没人来问一下我在哪里？难道就没人来骂我一下？

My blog is so quiet during this 10 days, not even the sound of mosquito passby (or I didn't notice?). Actually I feel a bit upset, Doesn't have anyone realized I am disappear? No one ask where I am? Not even people come and scold me?

部落格好像热热闹闹的，可是当笔者静下来时，却也马上回归平静，好像没人能穿越自己真实的生活。如果在你停笔多天后，有人来问你去了哪里？请惜福，也记得感谢那人的关心。锦上添花易、雪中送炭难。(不懂怎样翻译这句）
当然，这也就是部落格的一种形态。大家可以分享、大家可以给评，心门开关完全在于自己，别人也不会越界到你的私生活。

It always shows happening in the blog society but it comes back quiet immediately when author stop writing. It seems like no one can really interact with my personal life. If there is someone ask where you are after you stop writing for some time. Please treasure it, and appreciate the concern of the person.
Of course, this is also the culture of blog world. Everyone can share, everyone can comment, is up to yourself to open or close your heart. No one will pass the border of your personal life.

哈！其实我也是想大家都有各自的东西在忙，哪里得空管我。在和朋友喝完茶后，心情舒坦很多。所以请珍惜眼前人和枕边人。
所以你没发现我的缺席并没关系，有空的话，给一个"Like"，我也是很高兴的。

Ha! Actually I think everyone has their own thing to worry, Where got time to look after me. Anyhow, I feel much better after yum cha with friends. Please treasure person around you and next to you.
So if you don't ever realize my absent is totally OK. Give me a "Like" when you free, I will be very much happy!